bernie's complicated WORLD

C’mon now people!

Any body can take a picture, but it’s what you are capturing and the meaning it has that makes you a great photographer. -my dad

I think the anger that I hold deep inside of me is passed on throughout my mothers side of the family. It scares me because I don’t want to be how some of my family members are. I am nice, too nice, I believe most people use and walk all over me because of it, which causes some of my anger. I also tend to overthink too many things and I start assuming stuff and I overreact too often which tends to make me not so nice but at the same time some people say I am too nice. I am strange, I am getting help for my overreacting natured but other than that, I don’t know myself anymore.

I know its fucked up of me but 1 2 3 strikes, your cut! I have no time for the drama nor the pill snorting socalled friend either.

I laid in bed for 30minutes when I woke up today and it dawned in me, am I satisfied without her really close to me like before? I mean, I know its my fault, I put it on myself but days I get to thinking about how much I miss the sound in her voice, the long chats in the phone, the random pics. I poured it all down the drain myself, don’t think I can get a drop of her back like before.

hookah lounge and beer pong with the peeps, I’m praying for a good night!